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Past is all forgotten and unsaid,
Wounds are far healed and cared,
shadows no more, form around in circles
but a tear that trickles down can’t be etched
from the gallows of memories and wisp of efforts
when you break the hardest out and breathe
that tear melts down and happens to pass by
time and over again
from ages and long months gone
there is reminiscence of things that were
yet so real, yet so reel
I have lived so far and died quite few
looking out and in if you ask me so
solids melt but this wont
a mark not cleaned and so warm
tomorrow’s ocular and yet unknown
it must have been some black hole
that gravities by
washes me away to universe not seen
I will love again and yet I won’t
I am sad but happy as well
those tons of baggies undelivered
I’m walking on the destiny path
leaving my footprints and your marks apart
but here is the question I make
not to you but my own self
why do you walk those broken paths again
make me wonder and stand again
hair stand up and eyes blur out
eyes tear and ears fume alike
I’m not wrong and neither you were
what was the problem in the end
no wonder, no contemporary thoughts
no seldom looking for you in beaches
lastly no goodbyes, no blessings
just simple wish erase that you happened

abstract

It’s a tougher day, it’s a longer night
there are so many worldly frights
screwed up so am I,
so is whole of the world out
I want to scream out and freak more
shout at the top of my voice and your head
apologies I make apologies I break
anymore I wish I could take
leave me alone for some time atleast
im a free bird and a free soul
let me fly and feel the freedom
Freedom,,,,

demolition

a coffee in the bed
a fight for the said
things that are long done
until realisation of the shade
its a beautiful day
so will the life always remain
aomprehension is long dead
the light of room dim, upset
a hope for courage
a strength for life
breach the borders
and kill the incoherence
confusion still alive
sharp edges of road get indside
fright, bite and the dull night
seek the trust
kerfuffle and some dust
sounds the horn some ditance away
a hedphone rest in an ear
guard the walls
and look into the eyes
innocence cant bring you back right
heavy duty tax on actions
solace nowhere for wt so cooked
shackle me not, break me nowhere
take me some distant ..far away..

fight

a fight to dissolve,
a fight to believe,
a fight to dream,
a fight to expect,
a fight to seek,
a fight to ease,
a fight to care,
a fight to appreciate,
a fight to achieve,
a fight to make space,
a fight of this,
a fight of that,
a fight to fight more,
a fight to fight,
still something more to say..
a never ending prideful fight..