s goes for a start

Its only but a beginning,
Where there is no need to spell start right
And think about those jubilant times
Antic as It may sound
One such place does exist
In the cores of peanut butter in your head
Ethics get older n so it changes time
From the bounds of hangover
And the drum roll of laughter
A pang of realization endows
Giving nothing but no clue
Right or wrong the way may be
It begins with a tsunami of play
The s mentions itself but far still the end
To name it all you need help
An indication of support comes from the roots
and hence ironic if avoided
I wish them all, I respect them due
Cannot understand what we must head to
At least it’s an open world
The power f freedom
The will to your own experience
In the middle somehow we reach
Just to find love despair n some altitudes
Himalayas enclose it all
N so does bricks in d head
Trick d anonymity n worth a mark
Close to end you might find it hard
Eyes tight shut n praying along
For all you conquered, for all that annihilate
Supper was served early
Dessert is left for the feast, argh! the beast
Risk it, live it, just believe it
Crossroads may confuse you now
Lottery tickets can be alluring
Come clasp the hands tight
N forget it all, cause the end never mattered
Damn! It’s all advised just for an amazing start