In this moonless night, when everyone's deep into their sleep, dreaming, I lay here alone, aloof, inside these walls of my mind. Tragedy being the absence of moon. It had been so that I had found a friend in moon but today even his presence was in question.
I always thought this pal of mine would never leave me, but today's that day. for over a month, I confided in him all my secrets, gave a part of my soul to it and tried absorbing a part of his. but today i feel that all this give and take business was adsorption. may be he never felt the same for me. i had cried in front of him for hours, and he was patient all this time, with that sympathising glow caring me all through and in all those times when i was happy and when i was dancing to the rhythm of my heart, he watched me through and through, seen me in all bad and good thingd i did but today when im looking for him with all my might, he , he isinit showing up. with the satisfaction of being cared and protect in his vicinity i had always regained my strength, my strength of character which had become a part of even his character but today when i need his character, his strength, his soul where is he?
where is he hiding?
has he left me, my company or rather should i say:even he has parted away from me?"
like everyone else, like every other person who had once made me sure of their presence, like every other soul, I had thought was mine but never belonged to me. what was he trying to do? is he ever going to realise, how broken, and shattered i'll be if he left me?
is he just like nay other soul?was i wrong even this time that his soul belonged to me and mine to his?
my soul today wants to feed on his soul but where is he?where is his soul?
Oh moon!when you shall be back again?
Friday, April 13, 2007
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